So on my last xanga entry, I wrote about my gun mang zeung(?) lol......... and yeah pretty much this is the same entry. OK. so the other day I left all my stuff at the subway and came home like so nonchalantly. I had no idea that I didn't have anything w/ me so I came home all jolly and talked on and on w/ my cousin for like 5 hrs and all of a sudden my jeans were like getting on my nerves ccause they were so tight. so I start looking for my bag so I could change into my pajamas and geuss what! I can't find it anywhere.. no duh since I left it in the subway station so all of a sudden I'm like paniking. lol u should have seen me i was near hysterical.. even i have to laugh when i think about it cause I was like telling everyone to calm down and think calmly... and i was like talking to myself and all..haha so anyways i look for my bag and then i just start running towards the subway station.... thank goodness it was still there...... so i let out this bbbbiiiig sigh of relief and like the right next day i decide to put my money in a big book because they were all crumblly from being wet and guess what i lost it i gave out some books to people and i think it might have been in one of those books oh.......... yep n yep i think i am.. like out of my mind and today, i went to the doctor's office becaus my nose was all stuffed up and all and so i went, got my medicine and was thinking about how cheap everything in korea was and all.. when i almost reached my house and started panicking once again. oh i was about to like cry becuase of frustration at myself I really can't stand how forgetfull i am sometimes. I forgot to bring my keys....... UH I near died of heart attack it's like below zero in korea i was sooo cold, and I am wering like greensocks and realllly reallly ugly clothes and all.. I don't ahve my transportation card.. so i keep calling my eemo and she's still not answering yeh................. I am like seriously out of my mind aren't I?????????? yeh i know it. so im at the pc room right now jsut telling the entire world how stupid I am. I really do feel so stupid right now and i feel so bad for everyone who knows me like for example, my emo prob hates me now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uh!!!!!!! this is so frustrating. i am an idiot........... tear I cried likea ll night laast night and i feel like im bout to start right now i think everyone who reads this will prob think im some grl w/ issues or something. i hate to even think about that!!!!!!!!! | 
REally good Mood Today